Poetry - God, Can I Ask Something ?

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My life is monotonous and I really hate it
I want to be free, but can not stop wondering how?
Too hard, or am I too afraid?
And let me crawl on the path of faith
To the end, to the ultimate happiness

God, if you're on the way there
Waiting on a right path
Then allow me to follow the signs you have created
Your scriptures in the book of life
However, if the story about you is just a myth
Then wake me from the dream of the children

God, can I ask something?
Lord, is there me in your heart and there are you in my heart?
God, if I ask dark and light, which one you are?
Could it be that you are the light that shines on the darkness?
Or you become the darkness that envelopes the brightness of science?
Or god, you are only a metaphor of goodness and virtue
So you look very friendly, and your enemy becomes a crime

God, do you currently know?
If you are god, surely you know
I felt a step into the darkness and two steps out of the light
Or just my heart is not necessarily true